i should be happy, and yet i'm not. i'm not depressed or anything, not sad, but still...not happy. probably because i'm soo close to reaching my stg of 165, which i need to meet in 2 days. that means i have to lose 1/2 a pound each day. pretty doable, i think.
today marks the end of week 4. i've definitely had some relapses into coe and bulimia, but i lost 14 pounds in the past 4 weeks nonetheless.
i will reach my goals.